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A tale of the mind.

Last nights dream, really odd. Whilst sleeping, I had a dream that i was in an old castle or manor house. Most of the house was unexplored and everyone seemed quite weary of this place but not me. I was Living in this house with 4 or five others and i was a considerable bit older than i am now. I explored some of the house and found an old built in Hallway through a set of double doors resembling that of an old hospital . The hallway was full of old musical instruments, a guitar that was broken a piece from a drum kit. I found this rather odd as i rummaged more through the unexpected find. It was quite dark in the Hallway and the atmosphere was getting intense and just for a moment i saw what looked like Shining green light appear at the bottom almost like eyes, Then a force of some kind stooped me from getting back out the hallway it was almost like the floor turned to ice and i couldn't move forward , sliding in panic ...

The ParaLands Intro

Opinions please.. The ParaLands. Written in the style of a documentary news article. You open your eyes and look around you, green trees slowly changing shades as it gets colder and the days seem shorter. In time this becomes part of routine this is what you expect. Every winter the same every summer similar. You open your eyes in the morning and close them again at night. Its snowing over the hills of Lake Keel, it's the 31st of January 2016. Sudden developments in the field of black hole research have came to a point were it may be possible to transport to and from other dimensions within the great darkness that is space. For years I have wondered about the possibility of parallel worlds and believe that there is a world like our very own with some unexplained differences. This world may be more scientifically advanced but if that was the case why had contact not been made before. This world could have been founded on religion and belief there for having no scientific ...

Look Closer

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I have recently came to learn that the people who influence you the most are not the people who will pick up the pieces when shit hits the fan. You have your group of friends and they try very hard to make you feel better but its that routine that made you feel like this in the first place. You meet people who have a massive impact in your life and then 'boom' you never see them again. Like relationships friends work the same way. Apart from the obvious the feeling you have for friends are similar. This can leave anyone feeling hurt, disappointed, embarrassed and even questioning yourself. But in more than one occasion it's not you. People think differently. I wear my heart on my sleeve and when i let someone into my life it means a lot more to me than it ever has does to any one else, five people being an exception. A,A,R,R & P. These people know who they are an have had my best interests at heart for a long while. This is a short blog entry, the poi...

Normal and perfect a definition.

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Perfect and normal are just words set by society either to give people an aim in life, a goal to reach and a positive way of thinking. These words can be dangerous though. Perfect does not exist neither does normal. These words can cause people to question their own lives. These words are a gateway for judgmental people to say that they are better than everyone else and cause people to question there own uniqueness. This can cause harm and negativity. This can cause people to not see there full potential and feel like they have to live up to some kind of barrier, a barrier set by those who are weak and only thrive on other people failures such as image, lifestyle, hobbies and education. If you don't get a good start in life you will, without thinking, fall victim to this. I know I have. I have noticed certain types of people who can't see by this. They say "the pen is mightier than the sword" and its true in so many ways. So if at any point you think that you don...

Friendship Development

2006-06-21 12:39  ( this was written when i was 16, many things have changed but i just wanted people to know that i could still wright very well when i was younger. ) Julie, So today’s a new day I can’t wait to tell of what happened in the last few weeks. Well firstly there was Julie she is a self confessed lesbian and uses people for money for e.g. Greame Jones her ex boyfriend and now apparent friend. Greame has lots of money and Julie hangs out with him because of this. You may think that I’m sad for talking about her like this but I make a valid point. Well as time went on julie and Greame friendship grows stronger due to recent events I saw a side of Lauren I didn’t see before a horrible two faced side but Greame  is yet to see this but will be shocked when he does. Recently when I was still friends with them both I lost my job and didn’t have much money because I wasn’t buying Julie much anymore she turns to Greame and asks ...

so frikin long ago

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Date: 2006-05-09 12:59 Subject: My new profile Security: Public HI everyone my first live journal entry im growing up fast. any way I was almost killed by lightining. my ex g.f now best friend is a bean and im just lovin it lol so how is every one leave a comment haha, madness  

My Livejournal from when i was 16,

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Date: 2006-05-10 09:46 Subject: hey peeps Security: Public Mood: accomplished hows it going im in college its the last day of english and im bored i handed in all my work well all exept the stuff i have to hand in by friday. im supposed to be doing acting next year but iv been put on a waiying list so ill see ho thst goes... random family guy quote of the day Stewie: "How you uh, how you comin' on that novel you're working on? Huh? Gotta a big, uh, big stack of papers there? Gotta, gotta nice litte story you're working on there? Your big novel you've been working on for 3 years? Huh? Gotta, gotta compelling protaganist? Yeah? Gotta obstacle for him to overcome? Huh? Gotta story brewing there? Working on, working on that for quite some time? Huh? (voice getting higher pitched) Yea, talking about that 3 years ago. Been working on that the whole time? Nice little narrative? Beginning, middle, and end? Some friends become enemies, some enem...